Huh.You think i'm not trying,i'm not trying to forget you ? I've already done my best,I've already put in my all,but somehow memories just pop back inside my head.I'm trying I sincerely am.It's just that whatever move I seem to take,even though I just might wanna make it better,just seems to backfire and take a turn for the worse,those things are beyond my control you gotta understand that.Why I did all this ? It's cos I don't wanna lose you as a friend again,it don't wana history to repeat itself again,I don't want it to be like what had happened to me and ___ last time.Now we still seldom talk or don't even talk at all..
I understand how you feel bout it but do YOU understand how I feel,you ask me to forget,even ask me to find someone new but it's not like that,it's not just like going to the supermarket and buying something off the racks,even then you also have to choose carefully,so what makes you think that It's that easy,put yourself in my shoes then.What you said,those are just words,and those words are'nt that easy to put into action,not for me right now,I'm trying but...
Okay,probably It would end up like like you too,you were not able to forget him too,you thought you had gotten over him but you still haven't,and you told me before it's almost been a year already,so what makes you think that I can forget it easily,if you did'nt even do the same thing ? I'm a human being too ya know,I HAVE FEELINGS and emotions too.Whaddya think,It's just gonna a goondnight and the next day *poof*,the feelings are gone ? I need time to forget,but at the same time I'm also afraid to lose you as a friend,I don't wanna lose yet another friend...

And to you,no not you,YOU,yes you,just shut the hell up and get the heck outta my frigging life can you,If you don't know what exactly happened just shut your mouth up and don't get involved in it.What you're doing,you're just making it worse,full stop.So..Just
GET THE HECK OUTTA MY LIFE ^#%@&#%!)&#^!)& !!!!!


I promised myself already,no more tears leaving my eyes,no more.But why is it still happening ? Arghh,now I want that vacation even more now,crap..





"I dont miss her, I miss who I thought she was"
"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile."
"If someone you love hurts you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."
"If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will."

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